Nothing has much changed since my last post and it is now 15th October. My friend continues to be in pain. Some days she manages to get up for a while others, apart from a shower or bath are spent in bed.
We never did get in touch with the MacMillan specialist nurse as my friend is so frightened of being hospitalised that she would rather put up with the pain.
I have tried reasoning, with a view to the fact that the hospital may be able to provide her with better pain management, but she will have none of it.
It is very difficult to sit by and watch when all I want to do is get her some help. I am a Spiritual Healer and Reiki Practitioner, but even this is of no use as my friend does not believe in it. Because of this I am unable to give her a hands on healing. I do send her distant healing daily, but I think she blocks it. Some people do this and she is one of them.
So our lives go on. I am getting increasingly tired and feel very guilty as I just want it all to end, which is effectively wishing my friend dead, which is awful. GREAT SPIRIT FORGIVE ME.
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